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Missing You - jessesgirl6906 — LiveJournal

Jul. 15th, 2007 01:24 am Missing You

I never thought it being your second birthday without you, it would hit me so hard.  but tonight, with dedicating our gig to you this morning, singing your song, well it's not really your song, but i dubbed it yours as it was the only song from your funeral i could understand.  Reading at 4:00... talking with sammie, who will soon be loosing a loved one, made me think how much of an orphan it feels to not have a father figure around.  Though you never really were there for me, deep down somewhere you must have cared.  Or else you wouldn't have saved all the money left in your life incurance policy and put it in savings to build up to close to 5000 for me to continue my education and fulfill my dream as a High School English teacher.
I've been thinking about you alot since the whole St. Patrick's thing came about, and expecially on the days leading to its closing.  i felt your presense there the day of the 9th, when i played at the all day wake, you were there and ddin't leave my side.
I miss you dad,
Happy Birthday!
Mandy

Current Location: home
Current Mood: crushedi miss you dad!
Current Music: Contemp. Christian

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