|Aug. 29th, 2007 11:02 pm random blurbs|
OK, so i suddenly went from having barely any MySpace friends to like 70 something! Thanks to Facebook.
What a week its been, the past few weeks have been emotional for me, seeing all my friends leave for college, and me being left behind. Ever since i was a little girl i've dreamed of going to Notre Dame (the local one), and then they closed, and so did my other dream school, Mount Saint Mary's in Hooksett. WTH? So i had to start my search all over again, and topped my list with Magdalene (Warner) which doesn't really offer majors, Rivier in Nashua, and Franciscan in Ohio... that quickly desinergated once my dad died, because i knew going to that college was way out of reach and i wanted to stay close to home... then i started feeling called towards religious life, and was THINKING about it, that word will come into play later, and i tell my mom and my family that i was THINKING about it, and they were happy. After HS graduation, i start thinking about college possibilities, since my dream career of being a HS/MS English Lit. teacher is still alive and well, i knew i needed to pursue that first. So now my mom does not want any part in my college education, and i have to pay it by myself, which REALLY narrows my options down. She thought by me saying i was THINKING about it, i automatically was going in and leaving the house within a few weeks of graduation.
On top of all that, we have my nephew 24/7 except Saturdays, which is fine because i'm beginning to enjoy having him around, expecially after talking to Fr. Marc about having him baptized, since he lives with us technially it is our choice. Which is a good answer. So i'll keep you updated on that subject.
Then i go to church one day during the week, and a family that goes to see my grandmother every day, comes up to me and goes "Do you know your grandmother is in the hosptial and will have her leg amputated tomorrow morning?" HELLO!!! AM I INVISIBLE!!!! WHY DOESN'T ANYONE ON MY DAD'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY TALK TO ME ANYMORE, WHAT THE HECK DID I DO!?!?!?! I almost walked out of church crying, but didn't, instead my friend Jackie came in and we talked about it afterwards.
But on the bright side... My committee for the Breast Cancer Awareness weekend is getting extremely big, we have 7 members including me, 1 is out of state but she will be submitting her ideas and thoughts through e mail and i will read hers at the next meeting. If anyone's interested in finding out what this is about, just let me know, the more help the better it'll be!
I'm done for now,
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